Amy Rowland: In Her Words

Amy Rowland, the author of The Transcriptionist, explains how she came to write her debut novel.

Rowland_author_web_HRIn August of 2001, after much restless wandering, I found a job transcribing copy for reporters at the New York Times. I would like to look back through my journals and make sense of those days, but in my spiral-bound notebook from that period, the pages after the entry for September 10th are blank. Those were not days of writing. They were not days of fiction.

My memories of that fall are spotty. Mostly, I remember walking the 69 blocks from the Times building in midtown to my sublet near Columbia University. It was a surreal time when New Yorkers smiled gently at one another as we passed on the street. The job was so strange, and in those weeks and months so numbing, that I had to walk it off. For a while after the 9/11 attacks, I spent the first part of my shift in classifieds, often taking death notices for people who had died in the towers.

I cannot remember how we verified the deaths for the September 11 notices, but I do remember those dreadful calls of grief. “I’m sorry for your loss,” we would say before hanging up and then immediately taking the next obituary call, or sometimes, startlingly, a call about an apartment for sale. In the middle of these death calls, a man phoned one evening, close to deadline. He wanted to dictate an obituary for his son, who had jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge. The body had not been recovered, and there was no funeral home to call for verification, so we couldn’t run the notice. The man was distraught. And finally, all he could think to say was, “But I’m a subscriber.”

The weeks passed. The Times was still on West 43rd Street then, but even in that early 20th-century building that housed printing presses in the basement, the transcription room was like entering another era. There were televisions with VCRs for recording press conferences or political debates that we transcribed for distribution in the newsroom. There were three recording telephones hooked to Dictaphone machines so we could record and transcribe calls from reporters. They might call from anywhere and for any reason. A foreign reporter might call after she lost Internet access. A local reporter with carpal tunnel might call in to save her wrists. Often, magazine or investigative writers would drop off tapes of long interviews that were later folded into stories or profiles. There were four transcriptionists who worked in shifts, and it seemed our workload was always either too much or not enough. During slow periods, one of my colleagues liked to say, “We’re race horses. They pay us to be ready.” A metaphor that made me uncomfortable, especially when my body began to resist the work. I physically recoiled at the daily process of hooking myself to a machine. I would automatically turn my head away as I slipped on the headset, like a horse resisting the bit.

Rowland_Transcriptionist_jkt_rgb_web_HRIt is still difficult to explain how ravaging I eventually found that job, taking in people’s personal tragedies day after day. And the unreality of it, going from a call about a bombing in Kabul to a dance review by Anna Kisselgoff, who always spelled B-a-l-a-n-c-h-i-n-e, every single time. In part it was the passivity of witnessing tragedy, witnessing it with my ears, and serving only as a conduit, what Gay Talese called the reporters’ “midwife,” passing the news through my body and sending it to be processed into tidy column inches.

My time as an amanuensis ticked by, and I was aware that I was witnessing the end of something; at an immediate level, the end of my department (the transcription room closed in 2007, a few years after I left), and, at a larger level, the decline of newspapers and the turbulent transition to a Web-based news world.

I wasn’t able to write about it for a long time. And the way it came out was in fits and fragments, the real meeting the unreal in my notebook, until suddenly, a woman named Lena appeared on the page. To my surprise, she was in a bar with a Vietnam vet named Ernest, discussing Bruno Schulz and how to revive houseflies with sugar. Ernest and Bruno did not make it into the novel, but Lena would not go away. The Transcriptionist is her story.

I don’t want to suggest that this is a novel about September 11, whatever that would mean, though it is a novel that couldn’t have been written before it. Nor is it a novel about the New York Times. It is about one lowly worker questioning the role of the newspaper as an institution, and about how newspapers are facing the challenges and the irreality of the time we’re living in. If we tell ourselves stories about ourselves in order to know who we are, then for more than a century newspapers have been the backbone of a collective sense of community. In this new world of virtual living, what will bind us together?

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2 Comments On This Post:

May 15, 2014
1:29 am
Angie Kritenbrink says...

What a wonderful book.

May 15, 2014
10:39 am
Heather Adams says...

I’m excited to read this one, especially b/c (years ago) I wanted to be a journalist for a newspaper.

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